There's something missing. Have you ever felt like something in your life was missing. But you don't know what it was. Just this feeling that something is miss placed or just not there.
Something is missing. And i can't quite get a grasp on what it could be. I have everything I could ever want. But somethings missing... I don't know how to explain it.

Poem of the day:
Perfect
The pain I feel I have to hide. I have to store it away and not let people see it. I'm supposed to be the perfect one. The one that does no wrong. But i can't. Get me off my pedestals that you have me placed on. I'm tired of the high standards and constant pressure. It's eating me away. I can't take it any longer. I'm not perfect.

**Miss. Maddie**
(And this guy that every one wants to know is someone who knows who they are so that's all that matters :-p)

Two new poems

Beautiful place:

Lost in a world of fantasy.
Lost in the unknown.
Roaming this place not known to me.
Pain no were to be seen.
Love filling every spot.
Finding that place.
The place were I can escape.
I can be who i want.
Do what I want.
Not worry about a thing.
The way that I feel free.
This place is my escape.
To wake me from this would be evil...

untitled:
Consume my head with your laughter.
Cover me with your love.
Show me were to go.
Keep me safe.
Hold me in your arms.
Make the pain go away.

If you can think of a title that could be good for the second poem would be very helpful.

**Miss. Maddie**

CUTIE PIE!! lol ok so im so bored. I don't know what to talk about. But I found this picture and it was so funny!!

But out of just boredom and pure just fun lets learn some things.
My favorite color is oragnge
My dogs name is Brownie.
My favorite food is Mexican food.
My favorite thing to do is talk.
My favorite possesion is my volleyball and cel phone.
My favorite person in the world knows who they are. :)
My favorite pen color is pink for some strange reason.
My favorite class is p.e. or Science
My favorite thing to read is Twilight.
My favorite drink is Sprite.
My favorite movie is just about any movie.
and i guess that is about all i can think of.
If you have any questions feel free to ask. :)

**Miss. Maddie**

Ok so we all have a religion. Not having a religion is still a religion, some how. But i personally am Christian. And i was thinking the other day in History that religion is something so simple that everyone freaks out over. Does it really matter what religion everyone is, or even if they have a religion or not? It just makes no sense to me. Why does it matter what they believe in, the only thing that matters is what YOU believe in and practice. Every one is there own person and needs their own life. They need to be able to live their life with out someone behind them saying that what they believe and doing is "wrong" or dis approves of them because of this.

I bring this up because I just met someone who I started to become close to but they found out that I was religious. And they wouldn't talk to me any more. I was SHOCKED! Well at two things... how they didn't see the cross i wear around my neck and how some one could really judge some one on that. It hurt. But I let it go. There was nothing I can do about it. I only hope for the best for her though. I do not hold it against her. But i hope that maybe someday she could look past it and we could be friends because she was a really cool person.

**Miss. Maddie**

Ok so I have no idea what to write about. Lol so I'm having picture day!! Lol I'm going to pic tons of pics that i saw and write about each one. Lol so here we go!!



I loved this saying... I'm not sure why... But it was cute.


I chose this picture because I'm trying to live my life by that. I know that sounds stupid but it's true.


What girl doesn't want to be a princess...


So true... so true....


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ok this is something I don't get. Why do guys wear eye liner? Do they think it looks good? I think it's kinda wrong. It's bad enough I have to worry about my sister stealing my make up but to have to worry about my boyfriend stealing it is a little weird....


Dam that Alice lmao!

Well that concluded the very boring post for today lol.

**Miss. Maddie**

So tomorrow i will be seeing the TWILIGHT MOVIE! I'm so excited!! I found out about this movie in like February! I've waited so long to see it. I'm not sure if i like everyone in the cast but I'm not going to judge much till i see the movie.

**Miss. Maddie**

When you love someone how do you tell them? How do you express how much you care for them. Is it even possible to express all of it, even a part of it? Will they understand and express the same? Will they take the love you give them and shove it down the drain? Does anyone know these answers? Cause I don't.

**Miss. Maddie**

Irritating?

OK so I love music as you know. And as funny as this sounds sometimes it irritates me. Lol. I love to sing along with all my music. Lol I blare the music while I'm doing just about anything any sing as loud as i can along with it. But I love getting new Cd's. But the bad thing i hate about getting new Cd's is that I have no clue what any of the lyrics are except for that one song they play on the radio all the time. So it sometimes makes me upset to just sit there and listen to it. Now don't get me wrong i do love the music but i hate that i can't sing along. It's something so small but it really does make me angry sometimes. Lol why I'll never know. But besides that not many other things make me angry. Except for fake people, valley girly girls, and my sister. Lol I'm usually a very happy person and plan on staying that way. :)

**Miss. Maddie**

Words

Your words are like honey, warm and luscious.
They flow out of your mouth so graceful and elegant.
They run through my head like soft music.
They make me feel warm and cozy like an an Autumn day.
How did you ever succeeded this task?
That you have perfected speaking.
Those lips, they're perfect in every way.
Soft, gentle, but hard and firm.
How you ever perfected such a thing I'll never know.

OK so we had to write a poem from the view point of a main character in a book in english. And I chose Twilight. I wrote from Bella's perspective of Edward. It got me an A so I thought I should share.

**Moods**

(And to Mr. Trey, Thank you for the lovely comment and unfortunatly i was talking about him and many others.)

Best friend?

Dictionary: noun, the one friend who is closest to you
Urban Dictionary: Someone you can totally be yourself around and not give a care in the world about your actions or feelings because they won't judge you for the stupid things you may do or say.

There are many definitions of best friend or best friends. But do we each have our own definition. Do we each expect different things in a friendship? Do we each want different things from a friendship?
What is a best friend? Is it someone we share everything with? Someone who is our whole world? The other half of us?
Best friends are so hard to find. I've had a few in my short 15 years of life. And unfortunatly I have lost a few in that time. To put back the pieces of your life after something like that takes time. You find yourself almost not wanting to find another really good friend. Friends are hard to keep and I suggest keeping them as long as you can.

**Moods**

Fun cute picture day!

Color

Color. I love color. My whole world is filled with color. My mom even scrap books and makes cards and she has every paper, stamp pad, and marker of every color in the world. Plus they have interesting names. But I love each and every color. Some how each color reminds me of something. Some things happy, somethings sad. But my friend the other day asked me to describe a color to her. I didn't know what to say. How would you describe color? I did the best I could, but that stupid question stayed with me all day long. How in the world to you describe color. Plus a lot of colors have stereotypes. Like blue is boy, pink is girly girl, black is sad or emo. But can you describe a color in a stereotype?

**Moods**

**Moods**

Urban Dictionary, I don't know if you've heard of it before. But it's hilarious. I'm not sure who created it but big thanks to them. I've only been on it a few times. I looked up real random things like paper, crayon and stupid. My favorite one was stupid because the top answer was, "The kind of person you has to look up the word stupid in the dictionary because they don't know what it means." I laughed so hard when i read it, then i thought oh crap does that mean I'm stupid. But it's fin to go on there and see all the crazy definitions.

**Moods**

OK so I am a Twilight freak, well maybe not freak but I LOVE it. I've seen a lot of icons, like Edward please bite me or Edward and Bella forever. But this one by far has to be my favorite one! I laughed when i saw it because any one who has read the book understands why it's so funny.

**Moods**

Help, it's sometimes so hard to ask for help. And how is it that sometimes it's easier to give help then receive it. Personal I have always been a I can do it myself person. I never ask for help if it's unavoidable. I don't know why. Maybe because I think I look weak when I ask for it, or maybe that I feel bad about asking. But i am a person that loves to give help. I'm constantly helping my friends with their problems and issues. But the problem with helping them is I get distract from my life and my issues. So sometimes my problems that I put off and put off for other people will explode! Help is hard, and I need to ask for it more.

**Moods**

Halloween Baby!

Oh my gosh Halloween was so much fun this year. I ended up being a Bronco's football girl and i looked really cute. We did the usual Halloween. Dinner, trick or treat, sort the candy, eat the candy, then crash.

It was fun!

**Moods**