New pics :) haha dorky me

100th!!!!!!!!!!

Ok this is my 100th post. Lol It's so exciting. I can't believe there have been 100. It's kinda a shock for me. Lol but I love how many people I have encountered on my blog and all the wonderful people i have met through there blogs.
I've grown up a lot since the begining off my blog. I've gone through rough patches and some good times. I have grown as a writer and have becom more confident in my writing. So thank you to all that have read and i hope will continue to read my blog.

-Maddie-

Zzzzzzzzzzzz............

I swear I'm so tiered i could fall asleep at the computer! Lol im surprised i can type... Zzzzzz.... Sorry sorry I'm up lol. Finals suck! I swear they just drain you! I have apsolutly NO ENERGY!! I took my English and Math finals today which is the core of my finals. I only have one final left. Thank gosh! I swear i can't wait for this two week break it's not coming fast enough. Plus CHristmas is in there too but some how sleeping in and staying up late sounds more appealing haha. You never would have thought.

-Maddie-

Winter break any one!?!

Ok so it's finals week. I hate tests. Lol what teenager doesn't right? But i have two weeks of winter break!! whoopy!! lo I can't wait. Plus i'm hoping that i'll get money to spend if i go shopping with my best friends. I'm not one that likes shopping but my friends keep bugging me to go shoping with them.
Ok so I found this new song im so addicted to lol. It's called Don't Trust Me by 3Oh!3. I heard it on the radio the other day and I've been listening to it ever since! I love it! haha
Well life isn't all that exciting right now and that's all i have to say. Ta Ta!

-Maddie-

best friends

Don't ya love that best friend. Ha till they stab you in the back! Some times friendships don't always go according to plan. We think that'll we'll be bbfl!! hahahahaha i laugh at that now. Friends never are who you think they are. True friends are ridiculously hard to find!! So if you have a true friend... i suggest keeping them.

-Maddie-

Have you ever wanted something so bad you'd do absolutely anything to get it. You'd give what ever necessary to obtain that thing you yearn for. Sometimes the things we want so badly in life we can't obtain. We can't quite grasp them. We hope, pray, beg for the thing we yearn for. I'm not only talking about possesions but physical and emotional things too. Some yearn for love, acceptance, the perfect body type, happiness, that new ipod... what ever it is. Some times the yearn for the thing almost hurts because you want it so bad. I don't believe its bad to want things, at least not all the time.

-Maddie-

Is it possible...

How is it possible that i could love and hate some one at the same time. I love that person like there's no tomorrow but hate them like you wouldn't believe. I want that person in my life but like that their out of it. That person broke my heart but still i want them near and want to talk to them. Is it normal. Can it be so. That my heart can burn and want them but be cold and not want them at the same time. It almost feels torn.

Is it even possible...

-Maddie-

Worry

The pain in my stomach feels like it'd be easier to die.
Feels like the earth is moving but it's only me shaking.
Chest feels empty and hard.
Breathing is out of the question.
Thoughts bouncing around there's no were for them to go.
Tears rushing down my face.
Eyes red and full of pain.
Screaming inside that it couldn't be true.
To think or know of such a thing that could happen.
It had to be a lie.
I prayed it was a lie.
And thank God...
It wasn't true.

**Miss. Maddie**

In life there's two choices. You can go left... or you can go right. One way is the way you should go but the other way is the way were you want to go. Life is full of temptations. The problem is, is if we choose to follow that temptation. Sometimes we get our self's so far in a bad decision that we can't get our selves back out. We can't turn back around. Make the other decision. In life we always get the most hard choices. The thing is, is to make the right one.

**Miss. Maddie**
And about those cat pictures i actually hate cats. I can't stand them. Lol i just thought the pictures were funny. lol

(haha funny picture)
Ok so have you ever been so into a book that you can't put it down! Well a friend of mine has been trying to get me into anime. I'm not that into it. I thought it was kind of weird. But he gave me this site and said to go read any of the animes. Well i found one and am absolutely in love with the story. It's so funny I'll get so mad at the story I'll yell at him about it. lol it's kinda funny.

Well i can't think of anything else. So tata!

**Miss. Maddie**

Gosh got to love funny comics. Well i unfortunately have been ill. Yuck i know right. I hate being sick. Plus my head's all like mushy because i can't think. So i have again no idea what to write about. I'm know I'm so boring. But I'll have to think about something soon....

**Miss. Maddie**

ok so im sitting here staring at this blank screen that im supposed to write something about in. But for the life of me I can't find a topic. I thought that was interesting. That out of all the things in the world i could write about i couldn't find something. But i have been reading other blogs. And i highly recommend any of them that are on my following list. I follow each of them for different reasons. But they all mean something to me. Lol how cliche' i know. But each of them spend time to really write there hearts out. I love reading each and every one of them everyday.

Here are the people i follow:
Down2Earth
Falling White Roses
lyf....the incomplete novel~
☮Just Another Girl?
♡♥♪ჱStarry Eyed And Screem!ng♡♥♪ჱ

And all of them are worth time!!

**Miss. Maddie**
(And thanks Sara for the picture but i fell in love with it when i saw it so i kinda stole it. lol)

White picket fence.
Mini van in the drive way.
Cute little Spot in the yard.
One daughter.
One son.
The perfect marriage.
No worries.
Free from pain.
The perfect life!

Some how the American dream has changed. Then again of course it was going to change. New things were invented, new ideas formed, just plain new.

The new American dream is:
Nicer home then them.
Better car then them.
More money then them.
Better kids then them.
Nicer life then them.
Nicer, better, more!!!

The American dream has changed from a normal life to want, want, want!!

**Miss. Maddie**