Well... heart broken... I have just had my heart torn, stabbed, set fire too, drowned, and any other form of torture. Because what i am going through is touchier, so to express my pain I wrote a poem, well sorta a poem... it's almost like just thoughts written down. It's the only way I can move on.

Sitting here in the dark wondering why you became fake. Wondering what happened to everything we had. Did you really love me, because now it feels like you don't. You were my everything, my only, my support beam. Now in a flash you take it all away. All because of something so stupid. Maybe before you start to point the finger, you look in the mirror your self. Stop judging me, stop making pointing out my flaws, stop making it seem like your the better person. Find some one else. Because now I'm nothing. Just like a piece of broken glass. But like the broken piece of glass I can find sunlight. I can find a new way. I can move on... and I will.

**Miss. Maddie**

OK so today I got the pleasure to see WALL-E!! Lol I'm sucker for those cute little kiddy movies!

It was so cute! They didn't talk much in the movie but it still was so cute. Wall-e was so curious and you could really feel his emotions even though he's a robot. It's a great movie and if you get the chance to see it defiantly do.

OK so Instant Star has finally ended. Yes... I am a Instant Star freak... But the final season has ended! I'm so very bumbed for many reasons too. I still don't understand why she left Tommy behind. And what in the world is going to happen with Sadie and Quest!! I wasn't very happy with how the season ended. I was rather upset. But at least Degrassi is going to start again in like two weeks. I'm just wondering if this too is the final season. Because they're all graduating... and I don't think they'll all go to the same college so it's not like they're going to follow them around at college... It's just all so confusing and upsetting... But this new show called Queen Bee's looks interesting. Then again if i wanted to go and watch a bunch of girls cat fight I'd go to the mall, or better yet High School. But I think I'd like it better if i could watch in my Pj's. But I can't judge the show just by the commercials I have to actually watch the show. But I'll probably get hooked. I accidentally did that with Beauty and the Geek which is an awesome show!! I happen to enjoy it a lot! But all this is only my opinion. I do watch a ton of show and movies... but I like movies better! That's why I'm dying to see Wanted because I also do love Angelina!! Tomb Raider kicks @$$!! But she was also great in Mr and Mrs Smith. That movie is great... OK well I think I have babbled enough...

**Miss. Maddie**

OK so I've written this poem... I'm some what good at writing but you can be the judge of this one. Please tell me what you think.

Why

Why is all that goes through my head,
Why this pain hurts so much.
Why I trusted,
Why I loved,
Why…

Why is all that goes through my head,
Why this pain hurts so much,
Why I gave you my heart,
Why you ripped it into pieces,
Why…

Why is all that goes through my head,
Why this pain hurts so much,
Why I thought you were my world,
Why I thought you were my other half,
Why…

Why is all that goes through my head,
Why this pain hurts so much,
Why you replaced me,
Why you never called,
Why you were never there,
Why you were gone,
Why I felt like my world was falling,
Why I believed the lies,

Why…

**Miss. Maddie**